Self-Sabotaging in Relationships: Signs & Impact

“We accept the love we think we deserve.” — Stephen Chbosky

Ever found yourself pulling away just when things are going well? 

Maybe you overthink every text, pick fights over the smallest things, or doubt their love even when they’ve shown nothing but care… It’s confusing, exhausting, and deep down, a little heartbreaking. You want connection, closeness—real love—but something inside keeps holding you back. 

Sometimes, without even realizing it, you might be self-sabotaging the very relationship you long for. Why do we do this—push away the people we care about, sabotage moments of intimacy, or create distance right when love feels real? 

Could it be fear or something buried deeper, like old wounds whispering that love isn’t safe?

What is self-sabotaging in relationships?

Unconscious behaviors that push love away—even when it’s what you deeply desire—are classic signs of self-sabotage in relationships. Often rooted in past pain, low self-worth, or the fear of not deserving love, these patterns can quietly become the biggest barrier to true emotional connection.

For example: Emma had been dating Mark for six months. He was kind, communicative, and made her feel seen—something she wasn’t used to. Instead of relaxing into the relationship, she began overanalyzing his every word, accusing him of losing interest when he simply needed space after work. 

Deep down, Emma feared being abandoned, so she pushed him away before he had the chance to leave. 

This pattern of self-sabotaging made her feel in control, but it left her lonelier each time.

5 reasons why people self-sabotage in relationships

Self-sabotaging in relationships isn’t about not wanting love—it’s often about not knowing how to feel safe. These hidden emotional wounds can shape how we show up in love, even when our hearts are in the right place. Here are five powerful reasons why people push love away, often without meaning to:

1. Fear of abandonment

When someone’s afraid they’ll be left, they might try to leave first—or create distance to “prepare” for the pain. This fear often stems from early relationships where consistency and emotional security were missing. Sadly, it turns connection into a threat instead of a comfort.

2. Low self-worth

When you don’t believe you’re worthy of love, you’ll question anyone who tries to give it to you. You may wonder, Why would they want me? or expect them to change their mind. This belief can lead to shutting down or pushing your partner away—even when you crave closeness.

3. Repeating childhood patterns

Sometimes, the way we relate to love mirrors what we saw growing up. If love was unpredictable, full of criticism, or emotionally unsafe, your nervous system may associate healthy love with discomfort. You might recreate those patterns—not because you want to, but because they feel familiar.

4. Fear of losing control

Letting someone close means giving up a bit of control—and that can feel risky if you’ve been hurt before. Some people self-sabotage to stay in control of the narrative. If you end it, you can’t be blindsided, right? But that protection often comes at the cost of genuine connection.

5. Fear of vulnerability

Letting someone in means showing your softer parts—the ones that feel messy, scared, or broken. For many, that kind of emotional openness feels terrifying. So instead, they hide behind sarcasm, withdrawal, or “playing it cool,” unknowingly keeping real intimacy out of reach.

Research Highlight: This study found that people who are more sensitive may struggle more in relationships due to negative emotions and poor conflict handling

15 signs you’re self-sabotaging in relationships

Sometimes, the way you protect yourself ends up hurting the connection you long for. If you recognize these signs in yourself, you’re not alone—and you’re not broken. These patterns often come from pain, not malice. Here’s how they show up in relationships and the impact they quietly leave behind:

1. Criticizing

Criticisms reduce motivation and energy in relationships. Have you ever felt like you or your partner were nitpicking about almost everything? You might wonder, “Am I self-sabotaging my relationship?”

If you or your partner are constantly talking about what is wrong and never talking about what is right, you could be involved in self-sabotaging relationship patterns.

• Example: You ask your partner to help with the dishes, but when they do, you immediately point out they didn’t scrub well enough. Later, you feel bad and wonder why things always feel tense between you two.

2. Blaming 

There’s a reason why we have the saying, “It takes 2 to tango”. Blaming usually creates emotional distance. When somebody focuses on the other person being wrong, not only do they reject their own role in the relationship, but they expose their partner to potential feelings of unworthiness and inadequacy. 

Nobody wants to be with someone they feel inadequate around. Be honest, do you share responsibility in times of challenge, or does it usually feel most important that you’re right and they are wrong?

• Example: You’re late to dinner, but instead of saying sorry, you blame your partner for not reminding you. Deep down, you know the responsibility was yours, but in the moment, blaming felt easier.

3. Gaslighting 

“You’re too sensitive. I don’t remember saying that, so it can’t be true.” Do these phrases come up often? Is there a feeling of regular self-doubt? Gaslighting is highly destructive and can lead to an imbalance in the relationship.

It is also one of the toxic traits in the relationship and should be checked in the first place if one partner resorts to gaslighting to have their way in the relationship.

• Example: You recall your partner saying something hurtful last night, but they insist you made it up. You start wondering if your memory is failing you — again.

4. Overtalking 

We all want to be heard. Do you and your partner let each other speak, or do you speak over one another? Lack of room to speak can create a ripple effect where one of you feels there’s no space in the relationship. 

So, take turns in the argument, or even during normal conversations. Listen as much as you talk to keep the conversation balanced.

• Example: You start sharing something that upset you, but your partner interrupts with their own story. You feel invisible, like your voice doesn’t matter.

5. Ghosting 

You’ve probably heard about the silent treatment. Do you or your partner drop off the face of the earth and ignore communications when times get tough, and expect to understand? 

This is an unhealthy, destructive communication pattern that leaves you both unclear on where you stand. Ghosting also adds more stress and heartbreak. 

• Example: After an argument, instead of talking things through, you turn off your phone and disappear for days. You feel like it protects you, but it actually builds a wall between you both.

6. Infidelity 

This comes down to more than marital affairs and sex. Do you or your partner turn to others outside of the relationship to fulfill your emotional needs? 

Cheating on your partner, whether emotionally, physically, or both, is a form of self-destructive behavior in relationships that usually results in sabotaging one’s own happiness.

• Example: You find yourself messaging an old flame late at night because it feels exciting. Deep down, you know it’s not fair to your partner, but you’re avoiding something in your relationship.

7. Addictive/compulsive behavior 

Compulsive, addictive style behavior is not easy to be around because it’s often rigid and narrows the room for connection.

Do you or your partner channel your energy into ‘things’ such as games, cleaning, drugs, alcohol, food, exercise, and work in a way that does not leave much time to connect?

• Example: You spend hours immersed in work or gaming to escape stress, but later feel disconnected from your partner, who has been waiting for your attention all day.

8. Clingy codependency

Codependency is when we become so dependent on a person that it’s like an addiction.  Do you and your partner have your own personal space? Is there any mystery in your relationship? If the answer is no, then you need to set some healthy ground rules to establish healthy interdependence.

• Example: You constantly check where your partner is, what they’re doing, or who they’re with. You feel anxious when they don’t respond right away — even if they’re just at work.

9. Projected jealousy

The green-eyed monster, we all feel it sometimes. What we do with it is another question. Do you or your partner make each other feel bad for receiving positive attention from others? 

It’s normal for people to find you/your partner attractive, and as long as you both respect and work together on your relationship, you should not let jealousy consume you.

• Example: Your partner chats with a coworker, and instead of trusting them, you feel angry and accuse them of flirting — even though they weren’t.

10. Withholding sex & touch 

Do you or your withdraw affection, touch, or sex when triggered? Using sex as bait is a dangerous game to play and can often entangle one partner in committing infidelity. 

Intimacy is an important aspect of the relationship and should not be turned into a game of manipulation.

According to licensed professional counselor Christiana Njoku: If you discover that you are constantly depriving your partner of sexual pleasure, it can be a sign that you are self-sabotaging the relationship.

Instead, use it to get close to your partner and establish a stronger bond.

• Example: After an argument, you avoid cuddling or intimacy for days. You convince yourself it’s about setting boundaries, but it slowly builds a wedge between you both.

11. You find yourself pushing your partner away more and more often

This could be due to a feeling of insecurity or boredom in your relationship. If you’re finding it harder and harder to connect with your partner, it may be time to rethink things. 

Ask yourself whether you’re falling into a pattern of behavior that’s keeping you from moving forward as a couple.

• Example: You cancel plans or avoid serious conversations with your partner, telling yourself you need space, even when part of you misses their closeness.

12. You keep finding new reasons to argue with your spouse

Arguments are a part of every relationship. The key is to make sure you’re doing so constructively and respectfully. If you find yourself arguing about the same things over and over again, you may need to step back and reevaluate how you’re approaching the issue. 

Don’t give up completely — just try not to let your frustration get the best of you.

• Example: You argue again over who forgot to take out the trash, but deep down, you know it’s not about the trash — it’s about feeling unheard or unappreciated.

13. You keep finding yourself playing the victim

In order to maintain a healthy relationship, you need to be an active participant. Being passive and allowing your partner to make all the decisions isn’t going to help anyone in the long term. Try to be more proactive about your relationship—communication is key!

• Example: When things go wrong, you say, “You always do this to me,” instead of expressing what you truly need. It creates a cycle of helplessness rather than resolution.

14. You don’t put effort into the relationship

If you’ve been dating for a while, there’s a good chance that both of you have changed over time. You find yourself growing apart from one another and finding less and less to talk about — when that happens, it’s usually a sign that something needs to change.

• Example: You used to plan sweet surprises or date nights, but now you barely initiate a conversation. You realize the spark is fading — and effort is the missing piece.

15. Your partner seems to be drifting away from you

If someone you care about stops making an effort to be with you, it can be incredibly painful. Sometimes people push us away because they can’t bear the pain that comes with staying in a relationship that isn’t working for them anymore. 

Don’t take it personally — they might just need some time to figure things out on their own.

• Example: You notice your partner avoids eye contact, spends more time alone, or seems distracted when you’re together. You feel them slipping away, but don’t know how to bring them up.

How self-sabotaging behavior damages you

You might find yourself wondering, Am I self-sabotaging my relationship? It’s a question that often arises when you feel stuck in patterns that harm your love life, even though you don’t want to. Self-sabotaging behavior can show up in subtle or obvious ways, but its damage is deep and lasting. 

Here’s how it quietly harms you and your relationships:

1. Erodes trust—both in yourself and others

When you constantly push love away, you may start to believe that love isn’t safe or that you aren’t worthy of it. Self-sabotaging habits like testing your partner’s love or pulling away when things get too close send the message that you don’t trust either them or yourself. 

This lack of trust can create emotional walls that take time and effort to tear down.

• How to work on it: Start journaling small emotional truths daily—what you feel, why, and what triggered it. This helps rebuild self-trust.

2. Creates a constant cycle of anxiety

Self-sabotaging often arises from deep-seated fears—like fear of abandonment or failure. You might worry constantly about your partner’s feelings or whether things are going “too well.” This anxiety can create an endless loop of questioning and overthinking, pulling your focus away from the connection you’re building.

• How to work on it: Practice self-compassion. When regret shows up, speak to yourself the way you’d speak to a close friend who’s hurting.

3. Prevents emotional intimacy

If you withhold your real feelings, your partner can never truly get to know the real you. Hiding your vulnerabilities and fears in the name of “protecting yourself” stops the relationship from growing. Intimacy thrives on honesty and trust, and without that, the bond can remain shallow.

• How to work on it: Let someone in—one small step at a time. Vulnerability builds emotional closeness, not weakness.

4. Damages your self-worth

When you feel unworthy of love, you begin to act in ways that align with those beliefs. You might dismiss compliments, avoid intimacy, or end relationships before they’ve even started. In the process, you reinforce negative beliefs about your value and deservingness, which only perpetuates the cycle of self-sabotage.

• How to work on it: Notice when you feel tense or defensive in safe situations. Gently ask, “What am I afraid will happen if I stay open right now?”

5. Leads to emotional burnout

Trying to navigate self-sabotaging patterns can be exhausting. Constantly second-guessing yourself, overanalyzing your partner’s actions, and creating drama can drain your energy, leaving you emotionally spent. Over time, this can make the relationship feel more like a battleground than a safe haven.

• How to work on it: Explore your attachment style or relationship history with a therapist or through books. Healing the root creates room for healthier choices.

How to stop self-sabotaging in relationships: 11 healing strategies

If you’ve realized you’ve been self-sabotaging in your relationship, know this—it’s not a flaw, it’s a wound asking to be healed. 

These practical and emotionally grounding strategies can help you break free from the patterns that hurt your connection with others (and yourself). With patience and practice, love can start to feel safe again.

1. Admit it

Take responsibility, and develop an attitude in your relationship where improvement is normal and okay. There is nothing wrong with you; in love, the best thing we can hope for in love is two imperfect people coming together and continually trying our best. 

It’s okay to admit you have been self-sabotaging, but it’s not okay to let it destroy your life. You deserve so much more!

• Quick Tip: Say out loud (or write down), “I’m not perfect, and that’s okay. I’m learning, and I’m showing up with love.”

2. Observe yourself

Know your triggers, learn about your attachment style and what your behavioral patterns are, especially when things become uncomfortable.

Christiana Njoku states:

Your ability to discover what makes you do the things you do and why you act in some kind of way is a great way to stop you from sabotaging your relationship.

• Quick Tip: Set aside 10 minutes tonight to journal: “Today I felt ___ because ___.” Get curious, not critical.

3. Meditate

Meditation helps rewire the brain’s patterns. It can help you replace destructive thoughts with healthy ones that serve your relationship. Regular meditation practice can also help you communicate in a calmer way.

• Quick Tip: Try a 5-minute guided meditation before talking through tough emotions with your partner.

4. Talk about it

Speak to a trusted friend who won’t judge you negatively. Even better, hire a professionally trained coach or therapist experienced in relationships. The more you open up, the more possible it is to get support because people have insight into what you’re experiencing and from there can offer solutions.

• Quick Tip: Start small: Text a friend, “Hey, do you have space to chat sometime? I’d really value your ear.”

5. Let go 

Don’t cling to the past—your energy deserves better. Resentment and old wounds only block love from flowing freely. Release what no longer serves you with movement, breath, or gentle practices like EFT or mindful singing. Healing begins when you give yourself permission to move forward.

Quick tip: Try a 5-minute shake-out dance or hum your favorite calming song to soothe your nervous system.

6. Discover your love languages 

Love languages are the way both you and your partner give and receive love. When we understand this, we can create safety in relationships. When we feel safe, we are less likely to engage in destructive behavior.

Christiana Njoku added that:

Love me the way I want to be loved, and I will show you that you understand my love language. 

• Quick Tip: Ask your partner today, “What’s something I do that makes you feel most loved?” Then do more of that.

7. Mirror Work 

Take a good look in the mirror, and speak positive words. Building your self-esteem is an important part of developing your self-care and self-compassion.  It is from this place of self-love that you can feel safer in your relationships and reduce sabotaging behavior. 

• Quick Tip: Each morning, look in the mirror and say: “I’m learning to love and trust myself.” Say it even if it feels silly.

8. Work out your non-negotiables

We all have things that we simply won’t do or can’t stand. Take time to learn what is really important to you. Occasionally, choose something to do or somewhere to go alone to explore the more hidden parts of yourself. 

Understanding your and your partner’s non-negotiables is critical for deeper intimacy. It provides an understanding of what will create relationship satisfaction.

• Quick Tip: Make a list of your top 3 deal-breakers and top 3 values in a relationship. Share it with your partner gently.

9. Connection before correction

Connection creates openness. Lecturing/nagging can lead to a stress response. One of my favorite examples of “connection before correction” is, “I love you, and the answer is no.” 

If blaming or criticism is a regular theme for you, try to find ways to connect as a priority. Remember, this is about shared responsibility and moving away from sabotage and towards intimacy. 

• Quick Tip: Next time you’re upset, try starting with, “I care about you, and I want us to figure this out together.”

10. Ditch expectations 

Make agreements with your partner, don’t expect them to act how you want, or read their mind. Make agreement talks a regular habit. 

Perhaps set up a regular date night to discuss agreements on how you will add even more joy into your relationship, and how you will commit to developing yourselves. 

• Quick Tip: Swap “You should’ve known” with “Can we talk about what I needed and what you heard?”

11. Turn to self-reflection & therapy

Relationships are not always easy, so be patient. Feel proud of yourself for reading this article and taking a step towards developing greater intimacy in your relationship.

Self-sabotage is fixable with self-reflection, therapy, and tools, but it’s important to remember you don’t have to do everything alone. In most cases, professional support is hugely beneficial as it can offer an objective view.

• Quick Tip: Schedule a 15-minute free consult with a therapist, just to explore your options. No pressure—just curiosity..

Watch this TED Talk by licensed clinical psychologist Adia Gooden, where she shares her personal journey of overcoming negative thought patterns and embracing a life of greater freedom and self-acceptance.

Concluding thoughts

When you’ve been hurt, let down, or taught that love isn’t safe, self-sabotaging can become a quiet shield—meant to protect, but often pushing away the very closeness you long for. The truth is, you are not broken.

The patterns you’re unlearning were once your survival. Now, you’re choosing something different—healing, connection, and a love that lasts not because it’s perfect, but because it’s real.

So the next time you ask yourself, “Am I self-sabotaging my relationship?”—pause with kindness, not blame. You’re not back at square one… you’re just learning how to love without fear. You deserve a love that stays—and so do they.