Never was in Love
I got married to someone I thought I could learn to love.
There was attraction in the beginning, but that was 4 years ago.
I have been wanting to leave for awhile but kept making up excuses to stay and was afraid I will be alone forever.
My husband has a great job and is an attractive man.
I am torn.
I don't want to ruin our marriage but everything in me is telling me to leave.
I stayed with him for not the right reasons and I woke up a few weeks ago and I cannot live this lie anymore.
We recently moved into a new house and everything.
I feel TRAPPED.
Has anyone felt like this? Any real advice?
I know it seems difficult to stay when you have make up your mind to leave. But, it is about marriage and growing old together. you need to make things good if possible. it is not always the same. There are ups and downs in every marriage, but, it doesn't means running from it is a solution. work things out, discuss it with your husband honestly and maybe you people have a solution right in front of you. you can also spend some quality time together. Time heals everything you know!