Is it hopeless
He is addicted to sex with me.
Has sex with me 2 times a day everyday.
Even if I just lay there.
He refuses to see that he has a problem.
I feel like a piece of meat.
And I don't even want him to touch me anymore.
When we do have sex I am fantasizing about what I want done to me or another man.
I can't go on like this.
My heart desires so much more.
This is hopeless.
You partner is indeed addicted to sex. You have to convince him to see a sex counselor. You can't just lay there and let him carry on with his addiction, this is extremely unhealthy. Over time, it exercise can have a negative effect on you also, mentally and physically. Take a strict stand on this.