4 Reasons to Forgive Your Spouse in Divorce
When you forgive somebody, it doesn’t necessarily mean you want to invite them to your table.
Often in a divorce, we get hurt. Not just everyday small slights. Whether it’s an ex who does something truly awful, or a friend or family member who cuts you off completely after you break from your partner, sometimes we get genuinely, badly wronged. And in response, many of us endlessly nurse grievances, or can’t stop ruminating over the wounds.
We’ve been treated poorly, unfairly, or with flat out, unfeeling antagonism and hostility, so of course we want to make things right, settle the score, relitigate the argument, right the wrong.
Want to know the best way to do that?
Yes, even the unforgivable. Especially the unforgivable. Take away your antagonist’s ultimate power: controlling your mind and feelings. Don’t let some wound, no matter how crushing or unfair, limit your inner freedom and lifelong pursuit of happiness.
Want to be free of that hurt? Then be free.
Yes, it’s that simple.
Here are four big reasons to forgive even the unforgivable, without strings or remorse:
1. You can
Congratulations, here your fate is 100% in your hands. You have the power to heal you. And you don’t need anyone or anything but you.
And healing is what we’re really talking about, right? Not revenge. You’re not a sociopath who views vengeance as a sport, right? You’re just a normal human, reeling from being wronged, seeking to move on.
So move on.
Good news: It’s doable. Just by little old you.
And, really, no one else can do it. In the end, nobody and nothing can heal you, except you. Only you can really move you on.
So skip the hard part—exacting some kind of retribution—and take the easy road:
Letting your mind wander down the retribution path isn’t some quick jaunt down a straight, smooth road with a clear destination. It’s a twisty, dark, bruising grope, and a way of living and feeling that feeds on itself forever.
No, what you want is to be free of the hurt and move on to a future without that pain, without any psychic baggage dragging behind, preventing you from starting your new life.
Forgiveness is available, on demand. It just takes a simple thought, embraced with commitment and heart, dependent on no one and nothing but you:
It’s over. I’m done.
Then, you are.
2. Forgiveness is an extremely satisfying form of revenge
Okay, we’re humans. Not saints. We want satisfaction, dammit! No problem. Forgive those jerks that wronged you… and in the process, crush them.
See, by forgiving, you get the ultimate score settling: Purging them from your life and your head space. And by removing them, you foil their true goal of burrowing into your mind, enjoying that you continue to obsess over them and feel hurt.
So destroy them.
And be done with them.
3. Forgiveness is the gift that keeps on giving—to you
Forgiving has a fantastic, healthy, positive feedback loop—an ongoing effect yielding growing dividends over time. It’s like a psychic muscle that grows in strength and utility as it’s flexed and used, just like physical muscles.
Of course, also like physical muscles, the first time you force yourself to forgive some awful cretin, it’s hard. A struggle. Maybe you’ll fail and need to forgive them all over again (and yourself for failing).
Cool! That’s how it starts.
And as the forgiveness muscle gets used and strengthened, dealing with awful people and situations gets easier. It’s a skill. You develop it.
No, you’ll never stop feeling wronged or all the tough emotions that go with that. The positive feedback loop doesn’t somehow make you immune to feelings. We’re humans. We feel. It’s what makes us human, and thank the universe for that.
Rather, it’s a purposeful, mindful way to deal with a harsh side of life. It’s kind of like driving—the more you drive, the better you get at dealing with the inevitable potholes and tight curves and loathesome other drivers. It becomes second nature.
Wouldn’t it be nice to have that sort of calm, skilled ability to deal with life’s crud? So try it. And keep at it. It’ll happen. Don’t worry about failing, because you will. Just, well, forgive yourself for being a fallible human then start again—and enjoy as the positive feedback loop kicks in.
4. Forgiveness is the ultimate self-esteem booster
Learning to forgive is a powerful self-esteem booster. We all get wronged in life. We know it’s the most common thing and not a judgement on our worthiness or smarts or integrity. Still, we internalize and agonize. We allow our confidence and feelings of self-worth to be corroded as we worry, maybe even become convinced, that we’ve somehow been revealed to be the weak, dumb faker we sometimes feel we are.
Well, relief is at hand. In pretty much every human religion, philosophy and culture, one of the greatest virtues is forgiveness. For so many good reasons. So when you practice it, you feel virtuous. And authentically so—you are being virtuous. Wise. Mature. Calm. More in control. Rising above. Focused on the big picture.
And that feels really good.
Self-esteem elevator, going up!
Best, this type of ego food isn’t toxic. It doesn’t breed narcissism or self-centeredness. That’s because forgiveness always comes wrapped in humility.
In other words, with forgiveness you’re at little risk of feeling superior because the starting point is always a frank admission that you need to forgive—that you are otherwise being a frail, messy, flawed human.
If you rise above and forgive even the unforgivable, you’ll soon realize that on some deep, inner level, you’re feeling better about yourself. Your self-esteem is re-energized. You’re being a genuinely better person, shedding ugly stuff, liberating yourself to focus on making life better for yourself, and yes, even for those lowlifes who screwed you.
We humans look to the future as a time and place where maybe we can be happier. One way to accomplish that is to first, try to be less unhappy. Shed whatever distressing things and people we can. If your future vision is clouded by wrongs others have done you, clear that fog:
Take the high road. The view’s better!
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