The Price of Infidelity

The Price of Infidelity

Unfaithfulness in marriage is one of the most damaging and heartbreaking hurdles to overcome in pursuit of healing the relationship. Infidelity leaves its mark without a care for those involved; once it has taken place, there is no erasing it. Often unfaithfulness is an act of betrayal serious enough to end a relationship, and those who carry on have trouble maintaining loving kindness towards one another in the years following the affair. Whether this has taken place in the form of an emotional or physical affair matters little; the price of infidelity is expensive either way.

Loss of Trust

After an affair, the most obvious price paid is the loss of trust that the partner once had on his or her spouse. Unfortunately, more often for the one against whom the spouse was unfaithful, trust in future relationships and friendships is damaged as well. Trust is not won back easily, if ever. The damage created by unfaithfulness is an emotional wound. That wound may scab, but even the slightest move in the wrong direction can tear the wound open again. A word, a thought, an action – the slightest movement can trigger a person’s distrust for others. The loss of trust is two-fold: both parties suffer an inability to share their lives with others without fear of betrayal from that moment forward.

Devalued physical touch

While infidelity may not hinder spouses from touching one another, the value of physical touch is often lost following an event of unfaithfulness. The power that physical touch, both sexual and nonsexual, once held is diminished or gone completely. For men, the visualization of their spouse with another man can be haunting. For women, the thought of their spouse showing affection toward another person can prevent them from fully engaging in the physical realm of marriage. Going hand-in-hand with distrust, infidelity can prevent a couple from ever feeling the spark or fire their marriage and physical closeness once held. Though spouses might be able to survive an affair without separating, the physical connection in the relationship will likely never be the same.

Forgiveness vs Forgetfulness

In order for a couple to move forward in marriage following an act of unfaithfulness, forgiveness must be present. Forgiveness is complicated enough as it is and becomes even more so when a broken pledge or contract is involved! But is forgiveness the same as forgetfulness? Does “I forgive you” mean that it is as if the action never took place? The answer is absolutely not. Because forgetfulness will likely never occur, it makes forgiveness of an affair that much harder. Each day, the spouse must walk out the act of forgiveness – sometimes verbally, and sometimes by action. Conversely, it is important for this spouse to remember that forgiveness also means not holding the deed over the other spouse’s head. Justified or not, this kind of action prevents healing and hinders true forgiveness from ever taking place.

Disconnection and fear

Last, but certainly not least, is the fear and anxiety that exist when one or both partners have been unfaithful. The time leading up to the revelation of betrayal is not often peaceful. Words have been spoken or actions committed that would lead one to suspect the other of unfaithfulness. This time breeds discontent and anxiety for both spouses, but especially the one for which the marriage has remained sacred. Once an affair is found out, fear and anxiety do not go away but rather they intensify. The added difficulties of distrust, disconnection, and, at times, resistance to forgive make recovering from infidelity nearly impossible. Some couples choose to remain together for various reasons (children, finances, etc.) but may opt to refrain from any typical marital obligations.

This is not a comprehensive list of what is lost in the course of unfaithfulness. Rather, it is a glimpse into the risk it poses to act on impulse or desire. Your partner is one you chose willingly. Should you decide that the marriage you are currently engaged in is not the partnership with which you choose to move forward, take the appropriate steps in leaving your marriage before causing avoidable pain and the long-lasting effects of infidelity. Unfaithfulness hurts not only you and your partner, but those around you as well. Is the price of infidelity one you are willing to pay?

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